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Within the space between the stars is the possibility of everything

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  • Jun 13, 2021
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Updated: Apr 12

I don’t have the finances to retire, to live the kind of life I would like one of travel, reading, being with my wife. Yet, I have You, and I trust You. I am needing to work for others still, to see to their prosperity and future. Yet, in the working I have You, and I trust You. I do not have the assurance I will not be a burden on my children when I am elderly. Yet, I have You, and I trust You. I do not have the means to give my wife the kind of future she has imagined she would have by now. Yet, I have You, and I trust You.


Our lives have not been to experience the magnificent things life can offer, but one of the heart. And my wife and I have been on this adventure. We have You, and we trust You. The adventure is not over, but just beginning; for I know life with You is not just here, but everywhere; not just now, but eternally; not just some things to experience, but everything.



And I have been waiting too. Waiting for you to come to Me that we might share the same adventure you and your wife have begun in your hearts. You are captured by time, a thought within your mind, and yet do not understand that time is not a measure of Me it is that with which you measure yourself. And it is a false measure for time, place, thought, and being are all within Me, unchanging yet always expanding. If you could see this as I see it, know it as I do, then nothing becomes impossible – no restriction by time, by place, by possibility.

Within the seemingly nothing is the possibility of everything. It is as looking into the darkness of space: you see nothing but the stars the events and things you would wish to see yet cannot see that within the depths of space, within the darkness you perceive, is a greater light, greater things, greater possibilities that could be if you would but look beyond what you are currently seeing.

With man it is his only vision; with Me there is so much more, more than you can imagine or hope. And so, begin to look within the space between what you see to what your heart hopes for; begin to see that I am there too, desiring to show you that your heart is not just pining for what is not, but is desiring for what it knows to be there – that its true desire is for Me.


1 —

You have stood in the dark

and known — without proof —

that something was there.

Not hoped.

Known.

The gap between the knowing and the seeing.

Between what your eyes report

and what your heart holds without evidence.

That gap is where everything lives.


2 —

The mind catalogues what is present.

The heart reaches toward what is not yet visible.

We were taught to trust the first.

But the heart is not naive.

It is not wishful.

It remembers something

the mind has not learned yet.


3 —

Look into the darkness between stars.

Your eye says: nothing.

But your eye was made for a particular kind of light.

A near kind.

A small kind.

The greater light lives elsewhere.

You don't find it

by staring harder at what you can already see.



4 —

Every person who has ever built something from nothing —

every investor who saw what others called empty space —

every builder who held a vision

no one else could yet touch —

all of them describe the same moment.

The gap between what is

and what could be

stopped looking like absence.

And started looking like an address.


5 —

Time is the measure we use

when we don't trust what we cannot see.

Not yet.

Too soon.

Too late.

These are not descriptions of reality.

They are descriptions of the distance

between where we stand

and where we are willing to go.





6 —

What if the things you cannot yet see

are not withheld from you out of cruelty —

but are waiting

for you to develop the capacity to carry them?

Revelation has always come

in proportion to readiness.

Not as punishment. As protection.


7 —

Your heart is not pining for what is not.

It is reaching for what it already knows is there.

The difference is profound.

One is fantasy.

The other is navigation.


8 —

Nothing becomes impossible.

Not some things.

Not the things you have circled longest.

Nothing.

The constraints you have accepted —

time, place, possibility —

they were never the map.

They were the measure you carried

when you did not yet know the terrain.


9 —

Seek, and you will find.

Not because the answer is hiding.

But because the seeking

is what prepares you

to recognize it when it arrives.

You are not finding your way to the answer.

You are becoming someone

who can receive it.


10 —

You are not behind.

You are not lost.

You are being shown something

at exactly the pace

you are able to carry it.

The distance you have been measuring —

it was never what you thought it was.

Begin.



The Mapmaker of Empty Places


His name was Elias, and he was a man who measured things.


He measured the distance from his door to the well — forty-two steps. He measured the height of his corn against the gateposts — four hands, then six, then eight. He measured the days between rains and the coins between harvests, and he believed, as a man believes in the roof above him, that what could be measured could be managed, and what could be managed could be survived.


He had never been afraid of a hard road.


Only of a road he could not measure.


Then came the season when he and his wife, Hannah, began to dream the same dream.


They could not name it fully. It arrived the way dawns arrive — first as a lightening at the edge, then as a certainty you could not undo. Something was ahead of them. Something worth moving toward. They sat together many evenings and spoke of it in the way people speak of something too large for ordinary words — carefully, in pieces, as if the whole of it might break if handled badly.


"I know it is there," Elias said one night. "I can feel it the way I feel a storm before it comes. But I cannot measure it. I cannot map it. I cannot find the road."


Hannah was quiet for a moment.


Then she said: "Perhaps it is a road that does not exist yet."


He did not understand her.

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He was still turning her words over in his mind three days later when the old man arrived.


He came on foot, as such men always come, carrying only what he needed and nothing more. He asked for water. Elias gave him water and a seat in the shade and, because he had always found strangers useful, a question.


"Where are you going?" he asked.


"Where I am needed," the old man said, and smiled as though this were a simple answer rather than the most complicated one in the world.


They talked through the afternoon. The old man listened more than he spoke. And in the listening, something loosened in Elias — the way a man loosens who has held his breath too long without knowing it. By evening, he had told the old man everything. The dream. The distance. The fear that he was a man made for measuring things, and this thing ahead of him could not be measured.


The old man was quiet a long while.


Then he said: "Come with me tonight."

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They waited until the dark was full, and then they walked out past the edge of the village to the field where the sky opened wide. The old man pointed up.


"What do you see?" he asked.


"Stars," said Elias. "Hundreds of them."


"And between the stars?"


Elias looked at the black emptiness between each burning point.


"Nothing," he said.


The old man shook his head slowly.


"That is not nothing," he said. "Within what your eye names emptiness is something so vast, so full, so beyond the reach of any measure, that all the stars together are less than it. You call it darkness because you were taught to see by a particular kind of light. A near light. A small light. But what lives in that space was never meant to be seen that way. It is a greater thing. A different kind of thing. And it has been waiting — patiently, without impatience — for you to stop calling it nothing."


Elias stared at the sky.


He stared for a long time.


"How do I find it?" he finally asked.


"You do not find it the way you have found everything else," the old man said. "You cannot measure your way there. You cannot draw a road to a place that does not yet exist on any map. You find it by looking at the space between what you see and what your heart already holds — and by walking toward the heart rather than the eye."


Elias said nothing.


"The distance you have been measuring," the old man continued, "has been breaking you. Because the distance was never the true thing. It was only what it looked like from where you were standing. Step forward, and it changes. Step forward again, and it changes again. It was never fixed. Never as large as you believed. You were measuring with the wrong instrument."

"What is the right instrument?" Elias asked.


The old man was still.


Then he said a single word:


"Trust."

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He turned and walked back toward the village, and Elias stood alone in the field, and the stars burned in their fixed places, and the great darkness between them burned too — silently, invisibly, with a light he could not yet name but had begun, for the first time, to believe was real.


He stayed there until the cold drove him home.


Hannah was awake.


She looked at his face and saw something in it she had not seen before.


"What did he say?" she asked.


Elias thought for a long moment.


"He said the space between where we are and where we are going is not empty. It only looks that way."


She waited.


"He said what we've been dreaming — what we keep reaching for — that it isn't out there somewhere waiting to be found by the right kind of looking. It is something we are being accompanied toward. That there is someone in that darkness who knows the way. Who has always known. Who has been waiting for us to stop measuring long enough to hear."


Hannah looked at her husband a long while.


"So what do we do?" she asked.


He reached for her hand.


"We begin," he said. "And we trust that the road makes itself known as we walk."


In the morning, they began.


And they were not alone.

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Some things man tries to measure can never be captured.



Nothing that mattered ever has.

 
 
 

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