I would welcome My revelation to you

I will remain in a place of contemplative trust – I wait on my desire to see You. I would not have it be a drug-induced hallucinogen driven process or a dancing frenzy opening of the spiritual world leading to a place I would not wish to go, but would have it be a time away with You. I desire a time alone, to be refreshed, to abide within Your place of peace, rest, and inspiration. I know it is from here that the kingdom was, and continues to be, revealed. I would have it this way too.

I would see a breakthrough into another place of our relationship, where I would see You in a light unseen before – in newness, in revelation, in goodness. This is not to be a time of power, or might expressed, or overcoming, but a place of intimate revelation for both of us, free to be seen as we are, and inspired to walk further together. I know your desire is the same, yet I am also aware there is much more I do not know or understand of this process. But the desire remains nonetheless, and I know You honor its presence.

And I would welcome My revelation to you. I would not withhold the kingdom from you, for that would be withholding Me from you, and I have promised to reveal all of Me to all who desire to know Me.

But I would choose how that is to be, for this is protection for you. Can all stand in My presence without fear, without distress, without holding on as they are – or would they change in My presence, as all things do? I would be mindful of your safety, of your life.

Yet you desire a good and wonderful thing, and I am pleased you desire it to this extreme. The day of your answer is close. Therefore, remain steady in your desire, mindful of your heart, aware of your thoughts as you await the presence of your desire fulfilled. You now know that it would not be complete at this revelation but would continue to reveal further desires of your heart you do not know presently. For I would reveal Myself in this way – not forced, as if that were possible; not challenged, not coerced for that is not possible; but desired in love, in togetherness. I am always faithful, and receptive to that kind of heart.

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On the difference between wanting the breakthrough — and wanting the presence.

There is a kind of longing that has nothing to do with ambition.

It does not chase.

It does not perform.

It is just... there.

Steady.

Unfinished.

Waiting quietly for a meeting it knows is coming.

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We have been taught to want the spectacular.

The storm.

The sign.

The experience that leaves no room for doubt.

But there is a different ask.

Not power.

Not the overcoming.

Just a room.

Quiet.

Away from everything.

Where two who already know each other can finally be known.

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There is wisdom in how you want something.

Not the frenzied opening. Not the door that leads somewhere I would not wish to go.

Just this:

Time.

Alone.

To be refreshed.

That sentence is the rarest thing.

Most people want the experience.

The wise want the Presence.

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And what I did not expect in the answer:

I would choose how this is revealed — because I am mindful of your safety.

Not withholding.

Protecting.

The fullness of it — if it came all at once — would undo you.

Not because you are small.

Because it is that real.

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Every system of deep knowledge works this way.

It gives you what you can bear at the pace you can use it.

Force the revelation and you end up somewhere you did not intend to go.

The ones who last — in any field, in any life — are not the ones who saw everything.

They are the ones who stayed in the room long enough to be trusted with more.

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Your desire is a good thing. I am pleased you desire it to this extreme.

I sat with that sentence a long time.

Not: your desire will be granted.

Your desire is already the evidence of something.

The wanting itself is the signal.

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So: remain steady.

Mindful of your heart.

Aware of your thoughts.

Not urgent.

Not performing readiness.

Just present.

Just clean.

Waiting with integrity for what you already know is coming.

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And the last thing — the one no one tells you:

It will not be complete at this revelation. It will continue to reveal further desires you do not know presently.

You do not arrive.

You are opened to a larger want.

And the larger want is the gift.

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