There is no need to repay this debt, for in full understanding you cannot

I have this sense of owing – that like many I owe in my life, I owe You greatly for what has been revealed to me. But I am at a loss; I really do not have a sense of what to do with what I have received. I share a bit but expect a greater involvement, as if by giving something I could sense some kind of payback for what has been given to me. Somehow, though, I feel that is not what true giving should be, especially coming from You.

Perhaps now you have a sense of what I feel: that I have given My life for men, that they might have everything that would thrill their heart; yet I have been rejected.

I understand deeply the heart of a man, more than he alone does, and I can give that which he desires – meaning, purpose, prosperity, love. Yet, after all I have given he still does not trust Me. Life, in his mind, must come to him on his terms, and so it does. And I may, or may not, be included in his plans.

Yet, you have chosen Me, as I have you, and there is no obligation on your part to do anything but be with Me. I freely give all – you do not yet understand what that means, but in time you will see all. There is no need to repay, for in full understanding you cannot. It has been My sacrifice, and Mine alone, that we might be together, and that is the fullness of My joy – that My sacrifice was not in vain. Therefore, the greatest payback, if you will, is that you remain with Me.

Let Me show you the sacrifice of your actions to be with Me and I will show you the depths of My heart, and reveal to you the depth of yours. This is not an once-and-final action, but an ongoing journey of exploration together, that we might discover together, that we might be together. As you expand in Wisdom, and Prosperity, and Might, so does My kingdom, and the more there is for us to discover together. That may be incomprehensible now, but it is true. There is no debt to be repaid: it is My greatest joy to give all to you. Together, we journey to see how best to share this with everyone.