Exploration with no experience, only a foundation of trust

Day 124

I seem to be easily swayed by my own success until something unexpected happens, then I change strategy. I have an opinion until I read a modestly reasonable argument, then my opinion shifts to something new. And I seem to understand something spiritual and have difficulty holding it within, then look for more to try to capture some semblance of growth. In all areas I feel unsettled by thought, as if I am unsure about most things.

I want a grounding of sorts, some baseline that says: here I am unchanged regardless of what I experience. And can this baseline then be slowly raised to include new revelation? I want to remove uncertainty, guessing; if my trading, investing, searching leads to new understanding then I want this to be my firm foundation. The ‘system’ change I seek in all these areas must be my confidence for moving forward. Can this be?

It can, but thought needs to be applied. You have received much these past months yet have not seen the whole from which to draw confidence to move forward, so sometimes your questions might seem to cover the same areas discussed. That is fine; you are moving into new areas of exploration from which you have no foundation of experience to work from, nor even an understanding.

You seek the wisdom of this place yet are discovering that trust rather than revelation might play a larger role. And that is key: to trust that I will lead you into all wisdom in all these areas of concern to you. Changing investment structure to one of prosperity will take an understanding unknown by most, including you – but that is changing even now. Changing monetary structure, which will bless many without a financial future, also comes from a wisdom unknown, yet is slowly being revealed to you. Establishing a firm foundation of trust within Me will settle all, and must be your priority, for it is from there only that you will discover the peace and conviction to move forward in all these areas you seek to change.

What can you base these changes upon without the relationship with Me, the only place of trust, protection, and revelation needed to experience the unknown? There can be no other way – as I have expressed many times: I will never leave you, I will never cease to speak with you, I will never lack a response to your heart’s desires. That must be your place of rest and confidence, for without this you will remain uncertain and easily led to where you would not want to go.

Put your trust in Me, and only Me: not in your own wisdom, not in your experiences as if they were truth, but see all from My perspective and you will find the changes you have been seeking.

∞

New thoughts: It’s the men who held to firm belief that what ‘system’ change they strove for, whether it came about in their lifetime, was the firm foundation from which they did not move. Doubts, I’m sure; worthwhile, certainly. These men – Gandhi, Mandela (with 27 years in prison), the Apostles, Jesus – and many others, saw the system changes they were looking for as worthwhile life endeavors. Daniel worked within the system he sought to change, rising to the top as counselor to the king. Joseph and Moses were called within an oppressive system to bring freedom and prosperity to millions.