Go with expectation that I will fill your net – to see something from Me that will impact your life

Day 86

I have now seen where I would like to be – in Your presence always, sensing Your warmth within. I can live in my imagination, and that’s fine for a bit with You. It allows me to dream, and plan, and play. There is a kindness from You that is always there, always gentle, always beckoning. It’s not one or another, it’s all. It’s Your involvement in all things I do.

Yet there is an ocean of goodness to explore. I have seen it as a safe place to be, no matter the distance or the depth from a perceived ordinary life. It is where I need to explore to bring into my life the things You have for me, and the things You would give to others through me. There is great joy and satisfaction in that exploration, not to just toss hope upon the waters with the expectation of something in return, though that may happen, but to wade into it, to participate in expressing Your goodness. I have sensed the energy needed, the labor required to bring Your goodness to pass, but the rewards are wonderful. I am willing to do what would be the joyful thing to do to fill my box.

The goodness of My kingdom, and of Me, is for you. All is there for you to enjoy. You have seen that it is not just something I do, an expression of My love, but a creative force, an expression of who I Am and, therefore, who you are. It is the form of Me that you hear, and now have seen. Fear not to pursue it with all your might; there is no danger, for it becomes the expression of Me in your life and in the lives of those you touch. Go with expectation that I will fill your net – your desire to see something from Me that will impact your life. Continue to see, that you may continue to express all that you are, all that you have been given, all that you wish to see. My kingdom is yours. I am yours.

Then I pray You teach me to fish. I know that Your goodness is enough for me, that I need not hold it only for myself, but to share it, and to teach others how they too can see Your goodness. I know it will take some time to develop this skill and I am willing to pursue it to become excellent at it, like Peter.

I now have seen that life is Your word, Your gifts given to men, and that I am the one to search for them. It is Your giving of goodness that sustains, that changes life, that heals, that provides, and not just my desire that it would be so. It is necessary for me to go get that for which I long to give, but also to allow my desires to be expressed in the best way possible by You.