I see your desire for more of Me, and that I would give without reservation

Day 115

I know the spiritual kingdom, Your kingdom, is far grander than I have seen to now, and I have seen very little. It is more than the physical plane that I am accustomed to seeing and judging. It’s as if I am judging Your actions based on a limited understanding of what I know and coming to what I think are relevant conclusions. How can the conclusions not be wrong? It is why Your voice is so critical to me, to my hopes, to my understanding. And this is my longing, to ‘see’ into Your kingdom, to see truth, to see Wisdom, to see understanding.

What you are asking for is freely given, but not many are ready to see that which they hope for – to see Me. To see My kingdom is a great sacrifice of how they are presently seeing, and that moves their understanding out of the way to revelation. To reveal Me is to reveal truth; can anyone survive? Yet, it is a noble virtue to desire and one that can be shared in part.

As with Moses, I can protect you from the truth which would destroy you so that My goodness may go before you. Your destruction is not what I seek but is how Truth is revealed, Light shared, Life given. What is not of Me is destroyed. I would not see that for you now, but I see your desire for more of Me, and that I would give without reservation.

Continue as you are and allow Me to decide what is best for you, and you shall see great things: how Goodness works, the discovery of true blessing, and the peace with Me that far surpasses understanding. I know of your heart, for I am there too.

Then Moses said, “Please, show me Your glory!” And God said, “I will make all My goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim the Name of the LORD before you; for I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will show compassion (lovingkindness) on whom I will show compassion.” But He said, “You cannot see My face, for no man shall see Me and live!”

– Exodus 33.18-20