I hear your heart saying, ‘So what do I do? How do I walk in what I know and am?’

Day 208

I would share with you My heart. You have heard many times My desire for you, to be with you, to share our kingdom together; and it would be so all the time. My heart longs for the intimacy together that you have for yourself alone. It is not the acts but the heart I seek.

And I would happily give it to You if I knew how. I long for You too. I long for the awareness, the purpose expressed, the walk in Spirit. I think I am doing better at all of them now only because I am hearing your voice. But it seems I have a long way to go before I can put into the world what I have become with any effect at all.

And that is the issue – you already are expressing who you are, your being. You cannot but do that in a walk with Me. For you have become, and are becoming every day, who you are – you are just unaware.

I see your struggle to walk in this – yet I know your movement in Me, I see your heart in Me, I understand your heart for and in mine. There is no waiting for there only is. And so you are: you are of Me, you are in Me, you are an expression of Me.

You now need to walk in that even though you may not have the understanding you think you should. Your understanding will always be incomplete – should that stop you from walking in who you are? Revelation changes each day – should you wait for the fullness of revelation before being an expression of the revelation that has come even now? No, we walk in that which is now. Yes, I hear your heart saying, ‘So what do I do? How do I walk in what I know and am?’

Yes, that is it. It is hard for me to seemingly do nothing when the need to do something seems so great.

You do not ask in full understanding – your joy should be complete just being with Me, yet I see the pull within to do something without. Understanding will come; the doing will come. The expression will come, for it cannot but come and create, for it is Me. You see yourself and what you think you are not, but still fail to remember Me and who I Am. Yet that is becoming clearer each day.

You think of the wine, My first miracle – I do too. It was an expression of My heart to man’s joy, his time of peace, his laughter, and delightful heart. I am part of that and wish to be so forever. I know the suffering, and pain, and sorrow, and need; they will always be. But My first expression to each of mine is the joy, the love between, the being together. I would have you aware that it should be yours too. Perhaps the first expression of Me through you going forward would be in that way? Can we express our oneness of heart in ways that bring joy to others?

I would like that. I would even like the small, the insignificant but powerful expression of God within my hands.

You have felt through your hands the anointing I have given to you through mine. You will hear My voice even more through what you do, what you sense in all ways, within who you are. It will be greater than before yet less than will become. We will be as wine – with the best at the start, with the highest expression from the beginning. Each sip of life within is the fullest expression of Me without. Life through you will be an abundance to others – they will stop to see, to understand, to know – and then revel in that abundance with joy. For life has come to them, and to you, and to Me.