Nothing has been lost, nothing has not been without reason

Day 193

I remember the dream of old, the movement with You through the many rooms of the images of my life – uncountable walls of photos, not just of events but of every moment. I was overwhelmed – I believed until then I had been just seen, a bystander, unknown much by anyone, a life lived. I then knew differently – You had seen all, remembered all, kept all, cherished all. I had no idea of the value to You of each moment. And now I have experienced something similar, not just the moments of life, but the words that make the moments – the words of Creation.

I have come to understand that the beginning of creation begins with You. You express and it becomes. There is something within all I have heard these last many months that has inspired and enlivened within me the spark of something I did not know existed – I can’t even name it; perhaps it is life itself, or maybe the very beginning moment of seeing my eternal life. Whatever it is, it has captured my being such that I want it to be never-ending.

I, too, remember that time of visitation when we travelled room to room, seeing image upon image the moments of your life. It was at that time you felt the lowest – the thoughts that you were living a meaningless life, accomplishing little, uncared for, a life you felt had little impact upon the world. It was then I let you see what I have seen all along: a life of moments, a life of search for meaning and purpose – and in much of that time the search even unknown by you. In the end you have found what you have been looking for, and that is Me.

I let you see what I see, and you discovered that it has not been about the events so much – the sorrows, the joys, the experiences, the so-called highs and lows, the pain and suffering, the frustrations, the love, the family, all the things a life is – as it has been about the One who has travelled life with you, the One who has always been with you, has always cared for you, has always yearned for you to be within this place – within Me.

And now we are within what both of us have yearned for: the moment we can move forward in creation with purpose, revelation, joy, and experience. As you now see nothing has been lost, nothing has not been without reason – for all has led you here to this moment. We are now within a new room, with new moments for us to see and cherish. We are together as we have always been.