This is the struggle in belief — that one would climb in a direction out of purpose

Why should there be doubt? Why wonder if I am hearing your voice? Is it because men say it is not possible, or that You do not speak this way? They define it as mystic, as if You should remain a mystery, only to be searched for through the great masters of religion, the educated, the godly historian. Why is it in their eyes would You remain hidden from those you profess to love? My learning, my traditions of search and yearning, do they count for nothing? Why must I be categorized as outside the possibility of hearing from You as if I am an outcast?

Yet, for me, I would not struggle in this: for I know Your heart for me. I would cherish this place as home for I have been yearned for by Someone who desires me above all else, One who has sacrificed for me, One who now will never leave me. Why in my heart would I exchange this place for one of loneliness, of hope, of desire unfulfilled?

No, I believe in this: that I can see, hear, and touch You — the treasure of my heart. And that You desire me beyond all my understanding. Even if I do not measure in their eyes, mystic or otherwise, I will call this place home with You.

This is the struggle in belief — that one would climb in a direction out of purpose, the discovery that would bring peace to the heart, would open up vistas of possibility, satisfy a yearning of the heart that perhaps can not be defined, yet must be pursued. In this pursuit questions will always arise of wisdom — especially why you if not others?

You are not the first in this climb, nor the last. Many will sacrifice their own wisdom, and the wisdom of others, to move in the direction the heart would wish to go. It is the journey of the dreamer, the visionary, even the mystic, to discover the treasure of the heart — and for the one who believes that a search for Me will be met with My presence.

This is the struggle in belief — that one would climb in a direction out of purpose, the discovery that would bring peace to the heart, would open up vistas of possibility, satisfy a yearning of the heart that perhaps can not be defined, yet must be pursued. In this pursuit questions will always arise of wisdom — especially why you if not others?

This is the profound journey of faith — a climb toward a purpose that calls to the soul, a discovery that promises to soothe the restless heart and unveil horizons brimming with possibility. It is a pursuit that answers a deep, nameless yearning, one that defies definition yet demands to be followed.

Along this path, questions of wisdom will inevitably arise, whispering doubts: Why you, and not another? Yet it is precisely this questioning, this wrestling with the unknown that refines the spirit.

For in the pursuit of what stirs the heart, you find not only yourself but the courage to embrace the extraordinary.

[Ascribe: In moments of self-doubt or when faced with a calling that feels uniquely yours, remember that the questions and uncertainties are not obstacles but part of the journey itself — lean into them, for they are guiding you toward a purpose only you can fulfill.]

You are not the first in this climb, nor the last. Many will sacrifice their own wisdom, and the wisdom of others, to move in the direction the heart would wish to go. It is the journey of the dreamer, the visionary, even the mystic, to discover the treasure of the heart — and for the one who believes that a search for Me will be met with My presence.

You are not the first in this climb, nor the last. Many will sacrifice their own wisdom, and the wisdom of others, to move in the direction the heart would wish to go.

It is the journey of the dreamer, the visionary, even the mystic, to discover the treasure of the heart — and for the one who believes that a search for Me will be met with My presence.

[Ascribe: When faced with a difficult decision or a moment of doubt, trust the quiet pull of your heart and take one step forward, even if the path feels uncertain—know that you are not alone, and that clarity often reveals itself to those who persist with faith and courage.]

"You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart." — Jeremiah 29.13