All that you are looking for you have found

To be honest, my desire to see the kingdom would likely overwhelm me from the very beginning if it were to come to pass – with misunderstanding, fear, and a host of other feelings, likely dropping me to my knees and making me wonder why I requested such a thing. I am grateful for the protection of my being from the desires of my heart.

Yet, I believe in the possibility of seeing You without this fear; that it is possible to see You without having to hide behind a rock; that You would protect me from all things pure that I might move into purity as I am led in each moment. Why would that not be possible? Would awe and fear overwhelm love? Can love be overwhelmed, or does it overwhelm all? If so, is my love not of the form to overcome all?

I would wish to live as I am yet see and walk with God; is that not possible? Must all flesh die to be in Your presence? These are questions that I have answers for but admit I could be wrong on most. Yet, I think it a true desire. And are not all desires possible?

You ask unknowing, yet I am overjoyed that you would want to be with Me. As with Moses I am always of the mind to meet the desires of the heart, for they are mine too. I would always be with you; it was My great sacrifice that I would make this so.

Yet there are things of our kingdom that are to be revealed that prevent many desires of the heart from happening in this moment but are removed in moments to come. For now, desire as you will for these desires are of Me, and I would see them fulfilled. They are not wrong; they are true and loving, and I honor them as I honor life.

It is not enough for Me to say have patience, for desire is impatient – it would have, would possess, for that is how it moves. It is never complete, never fulfilled in contentment, for there is always more to have – and I have given you all. It appears repetitive, but desire should never cease: your desire of the kingdom, of Me, is never to cease, never to be fulfilled, but would grow eternally.

It is a grand thing, this desire, that you would grow into the very essence of who you are and never be complete, yet knowing you are complete in Me. Even that thought is overwhelming for you – yet I know you have an understanding of its potential. You see it in all things: the thoughts of the kingdom are not linear in the way you would think ordinarily, and you are aware of this strangeness, yet welcome it. You seek this understanding, and in ways look for it in all you do with Me.

You are becoming part of the kingdom you possess in entirety. You are, and at once, becoming. You are beginning to posses all that you have; you are beginning to see all that would be seen; you are beginning to hear all that you have heard from the beginning; your awareness is opening to all that has always been before you. Keep searching, and desiring, for all that you are looking for you have found.