You have come to a place few have desired to seek

I am feeling like someone pursuing a great dream: the working of heart, mind, and body to achieve a specific goal. That’s not an issue for me – I can do the work. But I wonder if my dream, my hope, is beyond fulfillment? Have I taken on something achieved by few, gained by those of greater intent, higher skill, more ‘natural’ in pursuit? When does sacrifice become enough, that when the goal is unmet the heart must turn to something else?

I feel I have reached this point with You that I cherish; I want so much more – that which I know of my desires, and that which You have for me. But I feel I am at a point of decision: I have wanted more of an experience, a more tangible awakening, and not just a conversation – though I have wanted that all of my life. No, it’s more of seeing the conversations come alive, manifested in my life.

And so I’m feeling I am coming up short in my capabilities – whether it’s listening, or speaking, or imagining, or any number of things I could be doing in a greater measure. Exercising faith, whatever that might mean. I am saddened a bit that these revelations of healing, or a home, just an expression of my being, will not happen. And I’m not sure what else to do beyond.

And you just sensed it – there is never an end of gain, of expansion within the kingdom, within Me. You want more, and more will always come if you remain close to Me, if you continue to seek My voice, seek to understand My words.

You envision your desires as ends – I desire this, it looks like this, and now I have it. Yet I view your desires as more – they are from the depths of your heart, from where do they spring? Why these desires, why now? What is within the heart that it wants these in particular? That is the depth of heart where I look, and from where I answer.

You measure our relationship in desires fulfilled, in value achieved, in what you can say you possess, or now own as yours alone. Perhaps even measured against what another you perceive might own. And that is your measure of success. They become your manifestations, your desires seen. I would not withhold these from you for I know they have value to you. And yet, you might have a value for them more than a value for Me.

Am I to give to be loved? Am I to fulfill your desires for you to want to be with Me? I know in your heart the answer is no, but you struggle in what you perceive that should look like; you seek more the experience, maybe less of the presence.

It’s not a choice you have to make. Seek for Me alone, as you have day by day. Tarry a little longer. See the burning bush – My presence – as a place with Me, and not just for your life’s direction, things to accomplish, desires to be met.

You have come to a place few have desired to seek. Will you not stay with Me a little longer? Can I not be your only desire for a moment? I would cherish that: then let us see what comes after – for your disappointment will cease, your life will manifest Me in ways unseen by any, and your true heart desires will be met.

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You envision your desires as ends – I desire this, it looks like this, and now I have it. Yet I view your desires as more – they are from the depths of your heart, from where do they spring? Why these desires, why now? What is within the heart that it wants these in particular? That is the depth of heart where I look, and from where I answer.

Imagine your dreams merely as destinations – clear, vivid, and attainable. "I wish for this" you say, picturing it perfectly in your mind - and then, it's yours. Yet I see your aspirations not just as endpoints but as expressions of something deeper, something profound.

Where do these yearnings come from? What whispers in your soul urge you to choose these paths, at this moment? Within you lies a wellspring of desires, each with its own story, its own reason for emerging now into the light of your consciousness.

It is in this sacred space of your heart that I delve, seeking to understand not just what you desire, but why you desire it. Here, in the quiet depths where your true self resides, is where I listen, and from where I respond.

You measure our relationship in desires fulfilled, in value achieved, in what you can say you possess, or now own as yours alone. Perhaps even measured against what another you perceive might own. And that is your measure of success. They become your manifestations, your desires seen. I would not withhold these from you for I know they have value to you. And yet, you might have a value for them more than a value for Me.

You cherish our journey together by the milestones of dreams realized, by the victories marked in your ledger, and by what you now hold dear as uniquely yours. Sometimes, you might gauge our progress by glancing sideways at what others seem to hold, setting their possessions as your standard of achievement. These are not mere things but your aspirations made visible, your heart's wishes brought to life. I would never deny you these, for I understand their importance to you.

However, among these treasures, I hope you also see the inestimable worth of 'us'—a value that transcends the material, where the true measure of our bond is not in what is owned, but in the depth of our shared experiences and the love we cultivate together.

Am I to give to be loved? Am I to fulfill your desires for you to want to be with Me? I know in your heart the answer is no, but you struggle in what you perceive that should look like; you seek more the experience, maybe less of the presence.

Am I here to give in order to be loved? Should I cater to your every wish just so you might desire to be with Me? Deep down, you know the answer is no. Yet, you grapple with what true love should resemble, often chasing the thrill of the experience rather than cherishing the simple joy of presence. Remember, love isn't a transaction or a fulfillment of desires; it's a mutual dance of presence, understanding, and acceptance.

It's not about what I can give or do, but about the essence of being together, in all its simple, profound beauty. Let's seek not just the fleeting moments of excitement, but the enduring comfort of each other's company.

It’s not a choice you have to make. Seek for Me alone, as you have day by day. Tarry a little longer. See the burning bush – My presence – as a place with Me, and not just for your life’s direction, things to accomplish, desires to be met.

You don't stand at a crossroads needing to choose. Instead, continue to seek Me, as you do each day, with an unwavering heart. Linger a while longer in this moment. Consider the burning bush not merely as a signpost for your path, nor solely as a beacon for your ambitions or wishes. See it as an invitation to dwell in My presence, a sanctuary where we can simply be together. Here, find peace not in the doing or achieving but in the profound connection of our shared existence.

Let this be a place of rest, of communion, where your soul finds its truest desire – not in what can be gained, but in the companionship we share.