I will not abandon you, especially within your struggles

Day 117

You know my struggle, and not just of behavior, but also of expression, a constant involvement within the kingdom of God. I’m not looking for relevance anymore, nor for the power of the kingdom, nor a place; only being with You. Still, I seem to sacrifice even that objective with the things of this life and my personal desires. How can such a good thing be so difficult to attain and hold?

Yet, with this constancy of difficulty I still have Your words. Your thoughts toward me ring loud, more so than ever, and it is those words that sustain and give me hope for the manifestation of my one desire: to see and be with You. Therefore, I will persist in my endeavor, wherever it leads, however long it takes, under all circumstances, for there is nothing else for which my heart yearns.

You must know I will always be here; I will not abandon you, especially within your struggles. What kind of Father would I be to leave you within your difficulties and not always to be there to help? It is not your goodness I seek from you, but a willing heart, that My goodness might be expressed through you. We will work together to end all things that separate, for there is nothing, and will be nothing, that will keep us apart. I have sacrificed all that this might be so.

There is no worthiness to attain for My presence, for I alone have made you worthy. There is nothing between us that would separate our hearts, for I have removed all. There is nothing I would not give you, for I have given you the entire kingdom. There is not only the kingdom you can see but the rest of the kingdom you cannot, and that has been given. All things have been given; nothing has been withheld.

We begin as we always have, being together.