A treasure within the field of your life

I have spent two days thinking about asking a question. I have had this conversation for months, asked questions before, have heard some amazing responses, yet am having difficulty designing an honest, personal question of You when given an opportunity. Youth seems impetuous yet welcomed; with maturity, a host of others issues and thoughts are present. A child just asks – I think about being before the throne of God, with thousands of angels quietly waiting for me to ask a question, leaning in for a revelatory answer from God. And I am speechless. I wonder why?

There is always that captive sentence when introduced to a book that draws the reader in to wanting to discover more. The thoughts are there, the structure takes a bit of work. You have many questions within yet are deciding how to begin. But you have begun, so continue. Any question you might have is certainly a question others would like an answer to given an opportunity as you have to ask it.

I am very grateful for this conversation, and should it cease for some reason, will never forget the experience of speaking with God. It would make me very sad for this to happen, for it has become my life and my purpose and my strength in waking every day – to hear, and to experience something new, to discover, and to make something meaningful of my life that I might impact others. Will you always speak with me this way?

I will. I will never leave you. I too have found what I have searched years for – a treasure within the field of your life I have given everything to possess. I have sold everything that I might own your heart, and now achieved will not ever dispossess. I will never leave you nor ever not communicate. It is this communication within which I share My kingdom, and I would share everything with you. You have felt a moment I felt but once when I was separated and would never want to feel again. You have found that which the heart attaches, and never wants to leave – that is love. Love wants to be together – whole, purposeful, exciting, growing, building, maturing, expansive, fulfilling, personal, and continuous. It never wants to break apart. With your heart always toward Me that break will never happen, for I will always love you.

Then I would ask to always be here, no matter the cost to me. I wonder how the great angels in heaven looked upon men and desired them more than being with You. I would never want our relationship to be so commonplace that I begin to look elsewhere for inspiration to experience. Are they not aware of love?

They are aware but have not experienced yet. It is why they bend within to discover why My heart is so fascinated with men. They will soon know, as you now know. My creation is not in building upon experience and then improving; it is wonderful, whole, and complete from the beginning. As with you, they too will grow to experience more of Me. Even within My presence faith is needed – to know that I am who I Am. You have begun to know even as they have; they just walk a different path for the same destination. But the choice to be with Me is always before My creations.

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For the whole creation hopes for and expects the revelation of the sons of God.

– Romans 8.19