Trust is not inaction but a movement of the heart to see its fulfillment

Day 137

I sense how far I am removed from being where I want to be with my personal desires. It’s as if once I move my attention away, even under the best of circumstances, I lose the connection I so want – a place of contentment and peace enjoyed by few. And I miss it. I know it is but a moment away again, yet the disconnect is troubling. How to remain in a place with You when personal circumstances, whether in thought alone or in movement, allow detachment to occur. I would not have it this way, yet I seem powerless to stop it; at least I think so.

I do not want the attitude that its permissible for this kind of behavior (thought or action) to be okay, that relationship is automatically restored when I once again seek after You – I would rather not have the thought or action in the first place. What to do? It seems that this behavior forces me to initiate action between us, and that too is troubling in that for me to move ahead I must clean up my recent past. Not that I shouldn’t; maturity has its process, but being led seems much safer, much more peaceful, much more profitable. Perhaps I am being led and am unaware.

And now you have seen that to be away from Me, as you have seen many times before, is to miss the true desire of your heart. For I know your heart is to be with Me and you too sense this heart longing. It is not necessarily a bad thing, for you have felt the separation and you long for the togetherness. And as you sense the need to always be together it will happen; you will move from personal desires of a common life to an elevated life of being with Me. That will always draw upon your heart.

As long as you listen to your heart, and respond, this strengthening bond of desire for each other will persist. You will sense the struggle even more but if you can endure, will overcome, and there will never be any further separation, ever. Be persistent in your desire for Me and all things we have together will come to pass.

I know your setbacks, they will cease; I know your longings, they will be fulfilled; I know your heart, it will be at Peace. Hold to these words and you will see wonderful things come to pass.

I know waiting is difficult for you; you desire to see great change yet feel as if there is no movement for change at all. And you now know that is not the truth; our kingdom is always moving to Peace, order, Prosperity, magnificence. It’s not that these are not full already but that you have not experienced their completeness in your life yet. But you shall. This too is a learning process; trust is not inaction, but a movement of the heart to see its fulfillment.

That is your work for now – to move your heart always to Me. The process becomes easier the more it is done; and all things you desire will come to pass. Seek after this, make it your priority and know that even if it seems an end only of itself, that while it is a grand and noble effort alone, it is never the end – goodness does not stop, plans never cease, restoration does not end; salvation is continuous, Prosperity is revealed, Peace is restored. These have a life of their own, yet all are of Me, and now you. Cherish them as you would anything valuable; seek for their manifestation. And they will come and do what they have been created to do in your life, all because you have sought to stay with Me.

“You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.” – Isaiah 26.3